All in Inspired by Life 人生感悟
However, if you really did not come down to be a human being, but are lost here and cannot return, then, when your human body (human skin) is shed and your wisdom and memory are opened, perhaps, you will regret that you have missed this opportunity that doesn’t come along in a million years. 只是，如果你真的不是下來當人的，今天卻迷在了這裏回不去了，那麼，當你的人身（人皮）蛻去，你的智慧和記憶打開的時候，也許，你會後悔你錯過了今日這萬古不遇的機緣。
今早起來，突然覺得很魔幻。一個打了加強針，卻仍然中招，躺在牀上難受得要死，害怕得要死的人，卻一個勁兒地勸說一個沒打疫苗卻一直活蹦亂跳的人趕快去打？
Again, it's a matter of balance, boundary, and limitation. 所以，這還是一個度、一個邊界、及一個平衡的問題。
前兩天寫完《「放鬆、愛自己」》一文後，再來看自己當時的心態和「垂死掙扎」，覺得挺好笑的。境由心生，自己不把自己「理順」，想求助於外力，那哪能呢？還好那時候沒有人來把我像撿垃圾一樣的撿了去……
Although what we talked about exposed was the most heinous of crimes, the time with him felt as warm and as pleasant as a spring breeze.
我們講的雖然是難以承受之罪行和邪惡，然而，奇怪的是，每次與他在一起的時光，卻讓我如沐春風。他像慈父一樣溫暖，又像朋友一樣知心。他明明是那樣一位「大人物」，然而每次見面，他都「不遺餘力」地向別人說他怎樣是我的粉絲（big fan），彷彿我才是世間最了不起的人一般。
低下頭，其實我完全知道自己是誰，應該做什麼，我的價值在哪裏，我的「成就」是哪些……我不應該像一個張皇失措的小姑娘一樣，被那些假裝什麼都知道的「大人」們給嚇唬住了。
However, the foundation of my life was formed and created by the "forbidden books" I read when I was a child and by my "nature" of being a super book lover. 但是，我的人生的底蘊，是我小時候讀過的那些「禁書」，和我瘋狂愛看書的「本性」所形成、造就的，這與家庭無關。
Confucius says, "The knowledgeable love waters, the benevolent love mountains." For me, he was both waters and mountains. His big heart, profound wisdom, kindness, and patience were always things that I could rely on.
我在經歷過烈火焚身的大痛大悔大悟後，選擇將自己「裸體示衆」一般，將真實的內心展現給我的觀衆和讀者，展現給這個世界，正是爲了讓人類知道：我們曾經經歷過這樣的黑暗和慘烈。
But today for some reason, I suddenly felt that my heart is so vulnerable and sad. I know that there is light at the end of the tunnel, but I don't know how long this tunnel is, and how many more lives will be swallowed by the darkness. 我自認一直是很超脫、很清醒、很理智的，今天不知爲何，卻突然柔軟傷感了起來。我知道光明終將重現，然後我卻不知道，我們還要在黑暗中「魔幻」多久，又還會有多少人，會被這黑暗吞噬。
All in all, I think it is because “whoever cultivates gains”. 總之就是，誰修修得。
To be able to stay unmoved by all external factors and situations can also be achieved by being able to Ren. 能夠確認哪些是自己該管的，哪些是不該管的，知道度和界限在哪裡，並且能不為不該為之動心的人或事動心，這些可能都屬於能忍的範疇。
Letting go of attachment is the only way to ascend. 放下執著，才有昇華。And it feels so good. 真好。
